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Journal Entry: Wed Jul 16, 2008, 9:55 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: http://youtube.com/watch?v=nGteinY_pZA
  • Reading: Flipped + The Divide
  • Drinking: Water
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86days[12weeks2days]

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...who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutly love her when she smiles.





Well... I went to the movies to see a movie with a friend of mine, who I havn't talked to since finals. It was fun and the movie was funny, but disturbing.

I got home around 10:20ish and went straight online to talk with Taylor. I really love him and it kills me whenever he's in pain. I just want to love him so much that he forgets any saddness in his life. I really want to see him soon to make him feel better. I love him soooooo much it hurts, and I wouldn't want to change that.

Then my dad has to be a fucking jack ass... SERIOUSLY!!!! He yells and swears for the smallest things. He turns to me and asks me to do something, but automatically is yelling and swearing. I want to kill him, but I know I shouldn't(so I won't)

I really can't wait till I'm 18... I can finally get out of this house and marry the man that I love.

If there is a god, why must he put so many wonderful people through hell? Why?
I'm completely losing faith in God, and I am not Christian nor do I ever want to be one so do not preach to me one single bit. I've alwayed believed in God, but now I'm really doubting it, more than ever.


I just need to cry and go to bed. That, and only that, will make me feel better right now. Well, except for Taylor, but I don't have him with me right now so that's out of the question.



Life sucks


Michelle

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My Love, Taylor
:iconkamikaze775:

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I :heart: these people so much!!! ^_^

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: fifteen
  • Current Residence: new york
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium er large i guess
  • Interests: Writing, pretty much anything involving music or art, and making a difference in this world
  • Favourite movie: THE MIST!!!! and Titantic
  • Favourite band or musician: Lonestar<3, The Fray, Evanescence, My Chemical Romance, Still Standing
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Country, Japanese, Classical
  • MP3 player of choice: My little Silver iPod Nano of course!!
  • Favourite cartoon character: too many to list here
  • Personal Quote: If you can\'t believe in yourself, then believe the one who believes in you

Devious Comments

=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: 1 day 11 hours ago
I'm sure I will... thank you

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>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
=goldeneye-ball:icongoldeneye-ball: 1 day 19 hours ago
May the force be with you my sad friend. :hug: get well soon or I'll make you

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I missed this feeling.
This, eccentric existence..
serenading my rather mundane mindset..
my..plain and tasteless thoughts.
emotion
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jul 9, 2008, 1:06:25 PM
^_^ no problem

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>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jul 8, 2008, 2:03:42 PM
^_^ you're welcome!!!

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>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
~april182:iconapril182: Jul 8, 2008, 1:01:44 PM
Thank you ! :iconcarameldansenplz:

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'But you're waiting at the door where everybody's hanging out just like they hung out before
You didn't have to do it but you did it to say
That you didn't have to do it but you would anyway'
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jul 7, 2008, 6:21:05 PM
no problem ^_^

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>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
~mondaymatinee:iconmondaymatinee: Jul 7, 2008, 3:39:47 PM
thank you for the fav!!

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There is absolutely no proof that life should be taken seriously.
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jul 7, 2008, 11:09:39 AM
Thank you ^_^ That means a lot =D

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>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
*b1gfan:iconb1gfan: Jul 7, 2008, 11:05:34 AM
your poems have a soft voice and look very honestly at how feeling work :D
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jul 7, 2008, 11:00:29 AM
oh noes...

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>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jul 7, 2008, 11:00:21 AM
>.<

=D

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>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
~mascaraCoverStorie:iconmascaraCoverStorie: Jul 6, 2008, 4:47:58 PM
I tagged you, Michi!
xxoo


--
Or do we all
Look. Just. Like:

Adolf fucking Hitler
With this swoopy emo-boy dreamy haircut
Dangling in our faces
Making us all indescribably indistinguishable from each other

Or maybe I'm just another megalomaniac...
*b1gfan:iconb1gfan: Jul 5, 2008, 12:23:57 PM
Squeeeeeze Michi Ann
=goldeneye-ball:icongoldeneye-ball: Jul 4, 2008, 9:46:00 PM
you're welcome

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I missed this feeling.
This, eccentric existence..
serenading my rather mundane mindset..
my..plain and tasteless thoughts.
emotion
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jul 4, 2008, 9:37:40 PM
XDDD Thank you ^_^ :glomp:

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>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
=goldeneye-ball:icongoldeneye-ball: Jul 4, 2008, 5:27:54 PM
Hiiii Michelllllleeee =D :hug: now YOU"VE JUSTBEEN HUGGED! ( I didn't want to clog up your page with the long one <.<; )

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I missed this feeling.
This, eccentric existence..
serenading my rather mundane mindset..
my..plain and tasteless thoughts.
emotion
~Kamikaze775:iconKamikaze775: Jul 3, 2008, 6:04:15 PM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED <33

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All we have to do to end poverty is destroy every single piece of currency in every country ever made!! Is that so difficult??!!

Oh, right..............
~Minku23:iconMinku23: Jul 3, 2008, 4:02:18 AM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED <33

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

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Wind Dog, 3rd Ruler of the Eastern Wind Realm of Elves.
Age: 1,184
Place of Birth: Eastern Wind Realm
Date of Birth: February 23, 824
Parents: Wind Valley-mother, Dog's Last Breath-father
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jun 30, 2008, 5:25:13 PM
you're welcomed ^_^ And thank you =D

--
>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
~sweetpainter:iconsweetpainter: Jun 30, 2008, 4:57:43 PM
thank You for fav and so nice words. I like Your style :)

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Samsung Pro815
=MyDeadliestPesticide:iconMyDeadliestPesticide: Jun 29, 2008, 9:38:53 PM
Nothing.

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"I'm a dealer of words. Do you like what you see? It'll take you a lot to take it from me."
=dark-blood-may:icondark-blood-may: Jun 29, 2008, 8:21:39 PM
nothing... you?

--
>>Michelle<<

"You were given the life you live, because someone knew you were strong enough to live it."

:gallery:
[link] <<check it out pwease ^_^
=MyDeadliestPesticide:iconMyDeadliestPesticide: Jun 29, 2008, 3:44:53 PM
sup?

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"I'm a dealer of words. Do you like what you see? It'll take you a lot to take it from me."