It's been awhile, so it's about time to do an update. Things have been okay-ish. Something really stressful happened the weekend of last week. Being betrayed by a friend I worked so hard to make them feel welcomed by him trying to steal the love of my life from me isn't something that would make anyone too happy, now would it? So yeah.. it didn't help that I was going through another depressing time. I relapsed last monday, but don't worry. I'm not going to be doing it again for a long time(maybe even ever again). I recut the heart on my ankle and did a few cuts on my hips. I know I shouldn't have done that, but I needed a distraction from all of the pain I was feeling. It cleared my mind and made me feel better(at the moment). So please, don't worry. I just wanted to inform the people that do care about me on here, so please don't be all "I'm so sorry! " or "Attention whore D<" because I really just wanted to get it out and not keep any secrets on here.

School has been a little bit too easy recently. Boring even. I had fun in art though. We're going to be doing potraits of famous people(I'm doing Amy Lee :: [link]) and we were practicing different parts of the face(eyes, nose, and lips). I was working on the eyes today. I only got one done, but my teacher was very impressed by how good it was. I can do better if it wasn't just practice and I wasn't doing it by looking into a mirror. When I stayed after today, I wanted to try to practce and draw something of Taylor, but I can't draw real models >.< Plus he was moving around and was shy at first >.<

AND... I will finally post something today! Sorry it's been so long. I'll try being more strict about it for myself!

Michelle

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